Yellow and other Poems

 Moushumi Hasan

Published on April 07, 2007

               YELLOW
 

                 When I try to reach to the axis

              the dead horizon turns its face

              as the moon shows its other side.

              The neon of city life �

              as yellow as jaundice-

              as a deadly poison.

              Somehow an old fanatic tries to survive once again --

              So far he sees -

              There is only the misery of Modern times,

              The Past, and legends.

              The creamy stars foreshadow the Pine jungle;

              The top is covered with silver light,

              while the bottom is Copper-gold.

              He tries to get lost inside the Devdarus and Pines,

              the moon is cloud covered.

 
            Lilac-Dream

            The smell of Lilac

            Lemon-grass candle, burning incense,

            Lady with blue eyes:

            All of them search for the same assertion. 

            But the mystery is an illusion �

            That never comes true, never remains stable.

            It becomes a fantasy,

            Of the old time history,

            Like a mermaid in shinny water,

            Like butterfly wings �

            The crows fly in vain with my dreams,

            My door is closed tonight.

                

              Desert-Day 

                            

           In the middle of the night --

           With the full moon beaming,

           I saw the flesh of a naked nymph.

           Standing in the middle of the night wood.

           The owls were staring at her glorious beauty.

           Grasshoppers forgot how to fly --

          The black yellow butterfly started sucking honey from the pink Tulip.

          Was that a beauty or fire in the hub of ice?

                             

          That moonlit night, with a glow of unfathomed moment

          Gives me a shiver,

          A shiver in my blood.

          Will she come back again?

                             

          Now I am on verge of this desert,

          where the camel left marks on the sand.

          The tents are transparent with the shadow of bodies �

          Coming and melting together,

          and their traces just linger unsound.. 

            
          Exile

          I don�t belong here,

          Nowhere between this valley or the mountain.

          Summer of this town is not yet

          Fall is all around her

          Falling like a maple leaf.

          The smell of Cherry that I carry

          Inside the bag,

          over my shoulders -

          My little sister would pick up more, more blue berries and

          mother will still scream and scold  her

          her dirty hands,

          golden hair with pink ribbon on her head-

          one loose end other one is tight.

          Her brown - white socks.

          what a beauty of perfection!

          with a clean pair of eyes.

          loved to watch

          all these �

          Between the valley or the mountains.

          Fall is all around

          Falling like a maple leaf.

          When I was falling down the mountainside.

 

          My favorite Eucalyptus stands so tall,

          I can only count the red dots of my memories,

          where no one can stand and fall.
                                                        ______

About the author: Moushumi Hasan, a Bangladeshi-American poet, is the adjunct lecturer in the Department of English at City College, New York. She could be reached at [email protected]